Ash-Ltd

Exactly a year ago I was saying goodbye to my husband as he left a day ahead of me to move across the country. The next day I joined him, leaving my friends and family behind. Since then I've had a roller coaster of a year. I was really young the last time I updated this journal. Eighteen or nineteen I believe. It's been a while. Now I'm 23 and life certainly has thrown me a few curve balls. I've been painting again which is good. And I still draw. My Nikon is my baby, although my photography skills are due for some lessons. I became an atheist two years ago. Spending a decade trying to "pray away the gay" didn't do me any good. I am just

and business is good. My parents were cleaning out our storage room, and found that album on cassette. ON CASSETTE! That made my day. The very first album of Megadeth guys!!! And if you know me at all, that is my all time favorite band second to My Chemical Romance. Well, actually they're sort of at a tie, I am not willing to admit who is better. hehe On the topic of music, first off there's another MCR show in April. Count me in motha fuckas! Also, I raided my parents CDs and I am slowing adding them to my computer and mp3 player. I've got some Jimi Hendrix, Van Halen, Rage Against the Machine, Megadeth, Wolfmother, Def Leppard, VH1 Classic

I haven't worked at all this month. I'm feeling better comparatively speaking. I'm no longer bitter and resentful towards my most recent perpetrator. I have new art to post. Creepy, but new. My eyes hurt like hell. A minor is a bitch when you forget the B flat. I'm clean. First time since November of 2007. I'm stable. And that is the most important update anyone could possibly need. xoxo AshLYNN edit** I have gone back to reread my previous entries. I'm so disgusted with some of them. I saw myself slipping back into depression, and was so convinced that it was all in my head, and that I could do everything on my own. Secondly, why